I did put myself at risk last year in october. From that time onwards it was continously bugging me if that person was HIV positive or not. Was too afraid to go to clinic. Then I started looking for symtoms on the internet and it freaked me out because I had fever sometime in jan. Just the thought of having HIV made me sick for days. Number of sleepless nights. My job was affected as well as normal life. Then I decided to perform this self test. Nerve wrecking wait of 24 hours for delivery and longest ever 15 minutes. I dodged the bullet this time. Never ever again. Would recomend to build some courage and perform this test. Good luck and be safe.