I'm so scared
I had a risky exposure (giving oral without ejaculation) about a year ago, then I started panicking and got tested at 3, 5, 6 and 7 months with all negative. Now I’m required to get tested for it for work at one year mark but I’m super super scared that it would go wrong. Do I have such a risk that my result would be different this time? I’m so scared that sometimes I get very suicidal.