I know I need to get tested
So this is my story. I have been so scared lately over the fact that I think I have been infected with HIV. I met a guy online and we had unprotected oral and protected anal with me as the receptive partner. He had told me that he gets tested every six months and had just recently been tested and was negative for all STDs. 6 days after we hooked up I came down with a bad sore throat with canker sores in the back of my mouth and swollen tonsils. I did not have a fever at all. I immediately turned to google to find out what could possibly be causing these symptoms and the first thing that popped up was HIV. Now, as u can imagine I am freaking out. I contacted this guy again to make sure he was negative and he swears he is. He even went and got tested again and emailed me his results. The problem is my mind doesn’t want to believe the results are true or maybe he sent me someone else’s results. He seams like a very sincere person and I want to believe him, I just can’t make my brain grasp that he is being truthful. I know I need to get tested but it’s only been 4 weeks.