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Dear Shakingfear, we're so sorry to read your post. The fact that you have taken a proactive step and taken some control in buying your own self test is a really positive thing, please do view it this way. Nobody 'deserves' any consequence, because of choices they make. Try to be kind to yourself, if you feel something was a mistake then put it down to experience and move on. Maybe it wasn't a mistake and is just something that happened at that time and now you are being hard on yourself. You very much deserve to be happy, everybody does regardless of their circumstances, don't doubt or forget that. New Year is coming up and it is a perfect time to start making changes, you are in charge of your choices and thinking about that might make you feel a little more powerful and in charge. Maybe you could also think about talking to someone and discussing how you feel. Please do take care. Brigette