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Dec 17
Anxiety, depression and sadness
I bought this one yesterday, I’m really hoping will be here before Christmas, last month I been ill with cold sores and candidiasis, my body can’t take more antibiotics on top of this I’m suffering from anxiety and depression. I’m such a mess. Nobody can’t understand my anxiety. Six months ago I went out and had sex with a guy, my first guy after my husband in 20 years, I been in hospital for a urinal infection and can’t stop thinking I have HIV as a punishment for my actions, maybe I deserved it, I’m devastating can’t stop crying and shacking, my GP request some blood test for all kind of illness include HIV but the will be ready until next week and I can’t wait anymore. I just hope Royal Mail deliver on time tomorrow or Friday. I need peace in my heart and mind. I need help please