Anxiety after 2 negative tests
6 years ago I had protected (Condom) sex with an HIV+ guy both as top and bottom. He didn’t even ejaculate in the condom but in my belly. I’m afraid that I mistakenly cleaned my anus with the same tissue as my belly (I’m not sure of this but I can’t stop thinking about this). Few weeks later I had pain in my chest after swallowing and a little bit of fever for a few days.
Because I thought I had safe sex I didn’t take any test until now. I realized a week ago that I have 2-3 new moles and then I started to panic.
I bought 2 days ago a rapid test (BioSure) which came back negative with a control line. A day after I was still panicking and thinking it could have been wrong and bought another one which also came back negative with just the control line.
I went to the doctor and he told me that my new moles are completely normal and nothing to worry about. Anyway I also asked him to take a blood test for STIs (It will be my third test).
Am I crazy? Can I be the 0.01-0.02% of false negative guys after so many years? May both of the tests that I bought be faulty and show a control line without checking properly that there are no anti-hiv?
Sorry for the long explanation 🙁