After developing anxiety I suddenly started to worry about a relationship from 10 years ago and after Googling a symptom I had suddenly had them all or felt like I had over the years it was horrible, I’ve had two children in the last 4 years and I’m pretty sure they check for HIV at the start but still couldn’t settle, my first biosure test was negative and for a few minutes I felt relief until I noticed a red line under the blue strip at the bottom…suddenly I had so much fear even after I contacted biosure team who were amazing at reassuring me this is what they describe as a ‘smudge’ and the result was negative, I then bought a 2nd test which was a VERY clear negative and I was settled for a couple of weeks and suddenly felt the need to buy another which again was negative but again after a couple of mins of reading results also had the ‘smudge’
I do now know this is my mental health and I really need to move on, the team at biosure have been amazing, I had noone to talk to about it at all apart from them and I can’t thank them enough, I now really need to try my hardest to move on!