Hi everyone, I had an unprotected relation followed by an angina (4 weeks after) two years ago. At that time, it didn't mean anything to me. I was 20 years old, in perfect health condition and couldn't even think of contracting HIV. A year later, i saw a documentary about AIDS and suddenly, it hitted me. I could be HIV positive, but I've told my self "no, not you, it's not possible. And all that stuffs you convince yourself with. Until the time I couldn't sleep because I was thinking "and what if I was positive". After 3 days of insomnia a bought the self kit. It took me 2 days after receiving it to be brave enough to and to actually do it. The wait was terrible -even if it's only 15 minutes- and when it was time to check the result it was even worst. I'm lucky to say that I'm negative but it has been a really thought journey that I couldn't share with anyone. Only bad aspect of the self test, no doctor to talk to.